Blah Vent

I've been in such a "blah" mood lately. I'm tired and really really really want/need a vacation. I don't know what the heck I was thinking having 4 babies in a row. . . . *after thought* I wasn't thinking, not with my head anyway. *chuckle* I need my house cleaned BADLY. I really need it cleaned everyday but I doubt we could afford the $150 daily housekeeping service. My lady comes on Monday *clappin* cuz this sh*t is driving me crazy. She was suppose to come last Monday but I rescheduled her cuz we'd already spent a bunch of money during the holiday and I want to give her extra for this holiday in dec. It seems like if you make more money, it still ain't enough. *shakin head*

I keep trying to get my hubby to deposit my allowance NOW so that I can buy his birthday present(s). The problem is, what I want to get is only available online. And then there's the problem of making sure it arrives BEFORE his birthday, on Dec 25th. But he's dragging his azz. He only gave me half so far. *sigh* Now that he even gives me money out right from each pay check, it's like pulling teeth to get it. Maybe I should just go back to the old way and just put my dayum hand out when I need to buy stuff. Was it easier that way?

My parents (mostly my dad) wants us all to fly down to Cali for the last week of the year. He said he'd buy all 5 tickets. I'm not sure if my hubby can be off the 3 days after x-mas or at least 800 miles away from his office. He said he was trying to do something, what I don't know. I wondered if I could make it by myself through the airport and on the plane with all 4 babies. *lookin into camera* But then we wouldn't be here for his birthday. Although I don't think he'd mind our absence. The whole house to yourself for a week. . . . .ummmmmm.

In other news, I keep going back and forth as what I should do for my hair stylists. Do I just give a money tip, do I buy some sort of gift basket type item for the shop, do I do both? Not that we even celebrate christmas, it's just that she and the other girl who work their are so very nice and do such a great job on m hair - I want to do something nice for them, you know?

I finally made an appointment with a natural path doctor for my babies. The first appointment is in January, right before my birthday. She does pediatrics and women's health. I guess the hubby is on his own. I'll see how the girls like her, they are my canaries in the mind shaft. They are sensitive to others energies and if someones energy is ALL bad, well they surely let me know. Aside from that, I need her to check out my dayum skin. Since I've been up here in this harsh azz weather, my psoriasis seems to be acting up. *shakin head* Maybe I should just move to an island country where I can have sun all the time, which is what my skin really needs and when it's the healthiest.

Other than that, there ain't sh*t going on around here. I know, what an EXCITING life I lead. Dayum, do I need to get a job or something? Geez, sometimes I bore myself. I would like to take some craft/cooking/writing classes. I did pick out an online creative writing class that starts next year. I just have to get my hubby to pay. (I hate waiting).

Alright, vent over. Now I can go watch Judge Mathis. *chuckle* But before I go, this one is in honor of Friday's Flashbacks. Enjoy!

*hugs* Lady A


Circa 1999 on U.C. Campus (and no I wasn't in school lol)